Yes all this stuff is real if you think its not. Then talk to some of Joshuas friends. Wait im not gonna send the discords so then no.
These logs are journal entrys and are to explain whats been happening and the full story of my pain. I've been acting like im fine when im with people. But im actually not fine.
Im not a bad person, I just have autism and a.d.d and have problems of thinking when to do stuff.