Log #5
Date: 4/22/2020
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A lot of stuff has been happening also, like for example. I get these nightmares that feel like HELL to me with all of Joshuas friends saying "GO FUCK YOUR SELF" "WE HATE YOU" and more.
But I rarely get the dreams of Joshua and his friends with them saying, "We forgive you" "We will never leave you" and stuff.
I've been thinking about Joshua everyday and what to do. Also, Im kinda depressed in the inside.
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